February 2012
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I had foolishly believed house sharing wasn’t as hard any more… But then got in to be told off because Phil let butter and muffins out.
I feel like a teenager or stupid student a lot of the time here now rather than a married woman who managed her own house for a year and a half.
This Eden thing is shit sometimes
reflections
just been reading back all the things i wrote over the last year.
it’s hard to read
in january i reread all my prayer journal for the last year and the conclusion was that the year has been really tough
but there are also such glimmers of hope and joy
‘london offered little concrete reason to go but the potential of this new firendship group and people to dream with and do life...
Today has been a better day
tomorrow will be a better day
Isaiah 54
“O storm-battered city, troubled and desolate! I will rebuild you with precious jewels and make your foundations from lapis lazuli. 12 I will make your towers of sparkling rubies, your gates of shining gems, and your walls of precious stones. 13 I will teach all your children, and they will enjoy great peace. 14 You will be secure under a government that is just...
i dont feel well today.
i dont feel ok in myself
my head is too busy
i need everything to pause for a month so i can catch up with everything i need to do
that was the plan for half term except i got next to nothing done
my soul isnt settled
i ache
i want to go on retreat and sit and listen to You breathing
but i cant hear anything in this noise
or at least, it feels too hard
i feel...
I am weary
Sigh
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